среда, 6 июня 2012 г.


I just dont know what to do with this blog..
I do really want to continue but still not in the right mood
or right moment
or, maybe i just should post some pictures
of the food that i've tried making~xD

dont be jealous, u can do it too
when u got too many extra time~:3

hahaha... I still got more to learn...

пятница, 6 января 2012 г.


assalamualaikum w.b.t

i don't know how to speak formally..
so, just bear with it...

just now, we just had a gathering for "tazkirah"
and it was about hijrah
given out by our junior..

a bit of comparison of hijrah
from the old times and the new times

then, there was something said that had taken my interest..

it was about..

"changing gradually is more good than changing abruptly"

well said!^^

well, Al-Quran wasn't given by one whole kitab too~
and changing abruptly is not that it wasn't good
it just.. it is too dangerous to change abruptly..

with your relationship with surroundings,
adaptation just takes times..
and if you change abruptly,
you can "crack"

hope you know what i mean~:)

to be continued...

среда, 14 декабря 2011 г.

please correct me if i do wrong!

well, it is a sin to toy with hadith and ayatul-quran...
so, if i do abusing them, please let me know.
cause i'm afraid if i did abstract them in the wrong way...

the 1st Hadith

On the authority of Omar bin Al-Khattab, who said : I heared the messenger of Allah salla Allah u alihi wa sallam say :

"Actions are but by intention and every man shall have but that which he intended. Thus he whose migration was for Allah and His messenger, his migration was for Allah and His messenger, and he whose migration was to achieve some worldly benefit or to take some woman in marriage, his migration was for that for which he migrated." related by Bukhari and Muslim

this first hadith is themed intentions
this was because
for every action must started with intentions
and these 40 hadith have been sorted in order
by imam an-nawawi
from the most important
to the important
(never be the least~^^)

as for everything started with intention
good intention usually will lead to peaceful life, insyaAllah
and bad intention will sunken your heart into the dark
and eventually you'll will find your way further from the "sirratolmustakim"
but if you realized, make amends.
and insyaAllah
the most merciful will decide

in my life, my minds always wander
and sometimes i feel like...
"have i purpose to live?"
i've been so cruel to myself
by going to classes without any intention
it feels like empty
and the emptiness have got me too long
that i feel like i rather die than continue living

i should fixed my mind...
about for what purpose should i live...

40 hadith an-nawawi

is seriously have sudden interest in the "40 hadith"
i read them in my small little book
but they are in malay
this one i got in english


i'm afraid to use google to translate mine
so that the means will not be distorted

please read and u'll find it binds to you~=)

понедельник, 12 декабря 2011 г.

an imaginary friend

i have a girl friend.
she fits my image-of-mature quite well.
she always put a smile despite how hard her life is.
she never let her emotion carries her action.
she always think wisely before act.
she's not forgetful.
she's carefree but not careless.
she doesn't care about how stylish her fashion is but how neat and tidy her wears.
she's not hardworking but not lazy.
she always got free time to spend with families and friends.
she never forget to do her task and assignment.
she is loved by all her teachers but doesn't take it for granted.
she always share her knowledge with everyone.
she doesn't shy to ask friends when she doesn't know something, eventhough they never beat her in study.
she never act like i-know-them-all,-don't-teach-me-like-i-don't
eventhough she's a bright student, she isn't arrogant.
she loves hanging out with friends but never gossip.
she is good in keeping others' secrets.
she never fail to call her family at least twice a week, letting them know how well she is.
she will never want them to die worrying about her.
she also get in touch with old friends as she appriciate them much.
as much as she lives, she doesn't want to burden anyone around her.
she rarely make mistakes, and if she did, she quickly apologised
she treats all her friends the same, even if they're hot, cool, cold or imfamous
she won't just leave if they can't answer her question or they can't help her when she need.
she won't leave just because they're noob.
she never scared to express herself.
she always an open-minded and a free-thinker.
she won't easily says "this is right, that's wrong"
she will listen to what other say and pick the good ones
she's so moderate, considerate that no one feel like to compete with her
she hangs out with everyone, no racist, no rich-poor seperate lines
she chooses her sentences before speaking
she's hardly get mad eventhough sometimes people try to pick fight with her
she's a good listener
whenever she feels down, she'll recite al-Quran
and become as she never feel like one


i wanna be like her... :)
can i?


by the name of Allah, the most gracious and the most merciful

last week, i was waiting for bus. it was cold that i feel like freezing.
then i said,

"bismillahirahmanirahim, please let 226 to come.."

then i realised, who do i think i am to seek for Allah's pity, when i always forget Allah.
and then...
226 appeared right before my eyes.

sometimes, when we started to be further from Allah,
and we feel like "should i repent?", "Allah won't forgives my sins!"
so, just sit back and think,

who are u to think about the merciful of Allah?
just seek for Allah's forgiveness
and Allah is the One who decide
and keep in mind that Allah is always been watching you
and He knows better about you, more than yourself

суббота, 26 марта 2011 г.

Would one of you like to eat the flesh of his brother when dead?

Sahih International

O you who have believed, avoid much [negative] assumption. Indeed, some assumption is sin. And do not spy or backbite each other. Would one of you like to eat the flesh of his brother when dead? You would detest it. And fear Allah ; indeed, Allah is Accepting of repentance and Merciful.(49:12)

i think we all knew ab0ut it
fr0m l0wer scho0l
but maybe we have f0rg0tten ab0ut it
and truthfully
i, myself, cann0t escape fr0m making negative assumpti0n
especially when i knew the dark part 0f s0me0ne
but i'll try harder n0t t0

spying 0r backbiting 0thers is n0t a great ch0ice
c0z it is n0t me
and i w0nt be happy by lo0king t0 0thers' misf0rtune
and i d0nt like any0ne t0 d0 the same t0 me

пятница, 25 марта 2011 г.

sAya SaYanG Ibu

saya sayang ibu??
Ami sayang Mama!!!~[^.^]/~<3

agak2nye kenape ye?
sbb Mama yg mengandungkan Ami?
erm... cam biase je jwapan.. [^.^]"

nak kate sbb Mama selalu pujuk kalau2 menangis
sama ada terjatuh atau sebagainye?
Mama tak pujuk p0n...

abes tu? Kenapa Ami sayang Mama?
sebab Ami sayang Mama lah~Xp

Biarp0n selalu kena marah sebab cuai
mak ngai
dan sebagainyer
Ami tetap sayang Mama

Ami cuma ada Mama
untuk dipeluk...

lau bukan Ami...
sape lagi nak peluk Mama? XD

(P/S:Adik Wa dan Ayah dikecualikan!!!)