Perhaps they may be better than them

Sahih International

"O you who have believed, let not a people ridicule [another] people; perhaps they may be better than them; nor let women ridicule [other] women; perhaps they may be better than them. And do not insult one another and do not call each other by [offensive] nicknames. Wretched is the name of disobedience after [one's] faith. And whoever does not repent - then it is those who are the wrongdoers." (49:11)

s0metime it is because 0f jeal0usy
s0metime it is because 0f l0neliness
s0metime it is because 0f just t0 kill time
s0metime it is just f0r fun


it just came 0ut fr0m plica v0calis
talking 0r chatting
whispering 0r sh0uting
every w0rds c0unts


t0 c0ntr0l each sentence with a great mind awareness
is like baking a cake with0ut any s0urce 0f heat


i always try t0 be cautious
but s0metimes it ends as failure
but at least... i tried
and i kn0w that
Allah kn0ws everything inside every0ne's chest
:)

He overwhelmed you with drowsiness

Sahih International

[Remember] when He overwhelmed you with drowsiness [giving] security from Him and sent down upon you from the sky, rain by which to purify you and remove from you the evil [suggestions] of Satan and to make steadfast your hearts and plant firmly thereby your feet.(8:11)

this was 0ne 0f ayat tadabur with Kak Ira...

yup!

d0nt we realise when everytime we were enc0untered by pr0blem

s0metimes we g0t sleepy 

and when we w0ke up

0ur tense dissappeared

need n0t searching f0r caffein

0r sm0ke

0r viagra

0r what-s0-ever

it came naturally t0 us

h0w merciful Allah is, isn't it?

He's the 0ne wh0 0wns tr0ubles

and He's als0 0wns s0luti0ns

bef0re,

i th0ught i'd br0ken d0wn the PC

c0z just c0des appeared t0 the screen

everytime i restarted the PC

then

i cried

c0z i th0ught my br0ther will c0me and "kill" me

and i cried

and cried

and then i slept 0n the s0fa

when i w0ke up

i felt refreshed

very peaceful

and then

i knew fr0m my br0ther

that actually i just clicked a wr0ng butt0n

and everything g0ne well

thanks t0 my br0ther~^^

0o0ops... i mean..

thanks t0 Allah~^^

Just Th0ught 0f S0mething These Few Days

Last weekend (0f c0z it's Sunday... i d0n't have any week"end" 0n 0ther days including Saturday~[T^T]),

i went t0 s0k0lniki with my friends t0 discuss ab0ut Islam. ( i mean... like reciting s0me phrases in Quran and discussed ab0ut the meaning 0f it and watching s0me vide0s t0 take s0me "useful input")

"erm... kak Nana... wahyu akhir rasullullah ape erk? biasenyer kite tau and belajar yang al-alaq 5 ayat untuk wahyu pertama rasulullah... abes tu, wahyu akhir ape?"

i d0nt kn0w why i suddenly asked ab0ut the last message 0f Allah t0 0ur Last Pr0phet (pbuh). (i am n0t as pi0us as 0thers~[^.^]")

and kak Nana t0ld me that she didnt sure ab0ut it... but she knew 0ne 0f the surah which was dated 0nly few m0nths bef0re the passing away 0f the h0ly pr0phet (pbuh).

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http://www.mounthira.com/learning/surah/110-an-nasr/

Surah An-Nasr

In the name of Allah, the Most Beneficent, the Most Merciful.
When Allah's succour and the triumph cometh
And thou seest mankind entering the religion of Allah in troops,
Then hymn the praises of thy Lord, and seek forgiveness of Him. Lo! He is ever ready to show mercy.

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and kak Nana t0ld me ab0ut it.

it happens on one of the meetings between 'sohabah' discussing the reason 'surah an-Nasr' was received...at the time, Umar ibn Khattab was the chairman of this meeting and he invited Ibn Abbas who at that time was only 15 years old...

talks came about among the sohabah and they argued the presence of Ibn Abbas as he was still young...but Umar ignored them...and he carried on with the meeting...

they were giving their own views on why this surah was sent...naturally many said due to the opening of makkah...when Ibn Abbas turn came, and he was ask for his view, he said...

"this is a sign, Allah was trying to tell us that the time has come for our beloved prophet (s.a.w.) to come back to Him as all his duties were fulfilled"

everyone in the meeting was astonished...how can he decipher such meaning from a simple surah like this...

because...
actually...
during our prophet (s.a.w.) was still alive...

He once prayed for Ibn Abbas the following du'a:

"Ya Allah, understand him (or make him clever in) our religion (islam) and teach him at-ta'wiil (knowledge of interpretation)"

fr0m: http://xpheline.blogspot.com/2009/09/only-fifteen-years-old.html

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these phrases really catched my interest... and i d0nt kn0w why...

when i think back, 

yup! everyb0dy have their 0wn duties t0 be fulfilled which had been planned by Allah The Almighty...

and...

we are g0ing back t0 Him after we fulfilled it..

0n the way back t0 Pushkin (my dearest H0stel),

my mind cann0t st0p thinking ab0ut it...

"why am i here?" 

"why d0 i keep living?"

"what have Allah planned me t0 d0?"

c0z....

when the j0b's d0ne, then my time will c0me....

is seeking a thousand of fakes worth a tiny sincerity?

s0me0ne asked me t0 search f0r l0ts 0f friends
but i still can't pr0mise him


can u think why?


yup!
i c0uld always be friends with everyb0dy
(if they want t0 be friend with me)
they're always kind
and even i s0metimes feel that i d0nt w0rth it
but t0 be cl0se friend..
it's still really t0o hard...

i just want t0 search f0r a tiny diam0nd
am0ng the cracked glass
alth0ugh it makes me bleed
i still h0ping f0r it

studying

hurm...


when thinking ab0ut learning 0r studying,
i 0ften ask myself.
why d0 i study f0r?
is it f0r the sake 0f exam?
is it f0r the sake 0f my m0m?
is it f0r the sake 0f getting go0d j0b?
is it f0r the sake 0f me?
0r
is it f0r Allah?


t0 study f0r the sake 0f iman is a bit to0 much
c0z
we can always say that everytime we g0 t0 class

"aku n0p pergi blaja sbb beribadat kpade Allah"

and we h0pe t0 get s0me pahala fr0m it.
but still,
can we really feel it?
d0 we really mean it?
t0 th0se wh0 really feel it,
c0ngratulati0ns!
c0z its really rare


t0 be h0nest,
studying isnt hard
if we enj0y it.
as f0r me,
i l0ve t0 learn new things
and that feelings bring me t0 this w0rld 0f m0sc0w.
t0 answer the SPM paper is like eating a piece 0f cake
if it t0 c0mpare t0 what i fr0nting n0w.


where's the pr0blem actually started?


i think because 0f my 0wn mistake.
that is t0 be very cho0sy these days.
i 0nly l0ve certain subjects.
and treat the 0thers half-heartedly.
s0,
i g0t nice mark 0n the subject i like
but have t0 REPEAT in one 0f the subject that i take f0r granted.


it really matters if we study s0mething f0r the sake 0f what 0r wh0m.
it depends.
if we study t0 aim f0r the sake 0f exam,
we'll get 0nly headache.
maybe we can excell in the exam.
but,
we'll realise that the kn0wledge d0esnt stay f0r l0ng
and it is such a waste 0f time.