Would one of you like to eat the flesh of his brother when dead?

Sahih International

O you who have believed, avoid much [negative] assumption. Indeed, some assumption is sin. And do not spy or backbite each other. Would one of you like to eat the flesh of his brother when dead? You would detest it. And fear Allah ; indeed, Allah is Accepting of repentance and Merciful.(49:12)

erm...
i think we all knew ab0ut it
fr0m l0wer scho0l
but maybe we have f0rg0tten ab0ut it
and truthfully
i, myself, cann0t escape fr0m making negative assumpti0n
especially when i knew the dark part 0f s0me0ne
but i'll try harder n0t t0


spying 0r backbiting 0thers is n0t a great ch0ice
c0z it is n0t me
and i w0nt be happy by lo0king t0 0thers' misf0rtune
and i d0nt like any0ne t0 d0 the same t0 me

sAya SaYanG Ibu

saya sayang ibu??

taklah!

Ami sayang Mama!!!~[^.^]/~<3

agak2nye kenape ye?

sbb Mama yg mengandungkan Ami?

erm... cam biase je jwapan.. [^.^]"

nak kate sbb Mama selalu pujuk kalau2 menangis

sama ada terjatuh atau sebagainye?

tak!!

Mama tak pujuk p0n...

abes tu? Kenapa Ami sayang Mama?

erm...

sebab Ami sayang Mama lah~Xp

Biarp0n selalu kena marah sebab cuai

mak ngai

dan sebagainyer

Ami tetap sayang Mama

sebab...

Ami cuma ada Mama

untuk dipeluk...

bermanja....

sebab...

lau bukan Ami...

sape lagi nak peluk Mama? XD

(P/S:Adik Wa dan Ayah dikecualikan!!!)

Perhaps they may be better than them

Sahih International

"O you who have believed, let not a people ridicule [another] people; perhaps they may be better than them; nor let women ridicule [other] women; perhaps they may be better than them. And do not insult one another and do not call each other by [offensive] nicknames. Wretched is the name of disobedience after [one's] faith. And whoever does not repent - then it is those who are the wrongdoers." (49:11)

s0metime it is because 0f jeal0usy
s0metime it is because 0f l0neliness
s0metime it is because 0f just t0 kill time
s0metime it is just f0r fun


it just came 0ut fr0m plica v0calis
talking 0r chatting
whispering 0r sh0uting
every w0rds c0unts


t0 c0ntr0l each sentence with a great mind awareness
is like baking a cake with0ut any s0urce 0f heat


i always try t0 be cautious
but s0metimes it ends as failure
but at least... i tried
and i kn0w that
Allah kn0ws everything inside every0ne's chest
:)

He overwhelmed you with drowsiness

Sahih International

[Remember] when He overwhelmed you with drowsiness [giving] security from Him and sent down upon you from the sky, rain by which to purify you and remove from you the evil [suggestions] of Satan and to make steadfast your hearts and plant firmly thereby your feet.(8:11)

this was 0ne 0f ayat tadabur with Kak Ira...

yup!

d0nt we realise when everytime we were enc0untered by pr0blem

s0metimes we g0t sleepy 

and when we w0ke up

0ur tense dissappeared

need n0t searching f0r caffein

0r sm0ke

0r viagra

0r what-s0-ever

it came naturally t0 us

h0w merciful Allah is, isn't it?

He's the 0ne wh0 0wns tr0ubles

and He's als0 0wns s0luti0ns

bef0re,

i th0ught i'd br0ken d0wn the PC

c0z just c0des appeared t0 the screen

everytime i restarted the PC

then

i cried

c0z i th0ught my br0ther will c0me and "kill" me

and i cried

and cried

and then i slept 0n the s0fa

when i w0ke up

i felt refreshed

very peaceful

and then

i knew fr0m my br0ther

that actually i just clicked a wr0ng butt0n

and everything g0ne well

thanks t0 my br0ther~^^

0o0ops... i mean..

thanks t0 Allah~^^

And worship your Lord until there comes to you the certainty

Human can plan everything but 0nly Allah can decide everything.

Allah gave man eyes t0 see

ears t0 listen

heart and mind t0 think

but

Allah als0 the 0ne wh0 decide

t0 give 0r n0t t0 give the guidance
t0 any0ne He wants

c0z He's the ruler 0f the mankind

The L0rd

The Mightiest

....................................................................................................................................................................

Sahih International

His is the dominion of the heavens and earth. And to Allah are returned [all] matters.(57:5)

Allah is the 0ne wh0 0wns the tr0uble

but He is als0 wh0 0wns the s0luti0n

....................................................................................................................................................................

i always w0nder

and w0nder

w0ndering ab0ut why s0metimes i feel s0 cl0se t0 Allah

but s0metimes

my mind cant st0p thinking ab0ut anything else

even in prayers

but 

n0w i realized

that 

He als0 0wns my certainty

and my feelings

s0

whatever i feel 0r d0

have been in His plans

and

He kn0ws what is the best f0r me

everything that happens

have their 0wn influence t0 every0ne

and He kn0ws what we d0nt kn0w

s0

whenever i get c0nfused ab0ut life

i just h0ld 0n t0 this ayat....

Sahih International

And worship your Lord until there comes to you the certainty (death).(15:5)

The Islamic Spectacles

Last Sunday, I've g0t an Usrah t0 attend t0..
but, i didn't g0 c0z I had s0me headache.. (I'm n0t sick!! but i just feel the pain inside my brain every time i m0ve... i d0n't even sleep!!)...T.T
s0, i just rest inside my c0mf0rter and ate Panad0l t0 bear the pain..(t0tal panad0l c0nsumed=4)


in the evening, Kak Ira came t0 visit...
and she handle her Usrah inside the ro0m..
me? still hiding inside the c0mf0rter.. (seri0usly!! i can't get up!! it's very painful~T.T)
s0, i just listen and learn s0me new p0ints~[^.^]

then, i heard they discussing ab0ut the Islamic Spectacles..
ab0ut seeing everything in Islamic p0int 0f view..
fr0m my ISK... it was the Islamic Filter..(i think~^^")
s0, Kak Ira said ab0ut watching m0vies using the Islamic Spectacle..
then, when the time c0mes t0 pray..
we'll pray first bef0re c0ntinuing the m0vie..
0r t0 n0t t0 f0rget t0 pray..


it makes me remembered my 2 dreams...


bef0re, i had dreamt ab0ut playing games...
it was a really hard acti0n game..
i had t0 c0mplete s0me task t0 c0ntinue t0 an0ther level...
until i c0mplete the task, i can't leave the arena..
my first task is t0 catch a wild m0nkey...
it was very wild talkative m0nkey..
very irritating and ann0ying..
but then...
i c0mpleted the task...
s0, i was 0ut 0f the arena...
in fr0nt 0f me, there was a do0r..
and i knew that if i enter, i can't c0me 0ut until the 0ther task is c0mpleted..
and...
i was ab0ut t0 enter...
then, i suddenly realized...
....
....
...
...
i didn't perf0rm Asar prayers yet....
...
s0...
i just w0ke up fr0m my sleep and pray~XD

Warkah Buat Baba

Assalamualaikum... Baba....
Baba...
Ami ingat lagi...


dulu... 
Ami anak kesayangan Baba...
ingat tak?
baba bg ami teddy bear...
dah 14 tahun dah umur die...


dulu...
Ami pernah kena pukul dgn abg sbb kena tuduh buat rosak cd abg..
baba marah abg dan baling cd tu kat tingkap...
cd tu pcah...
lepas tu baba pujuk ami...


dulu...
Ami main chess dgn baba..
Ami menang..
sbb baba tak tumpu kat game
baba tumpu pd kerja baba...


dulu...
Ami selalau tid0 dgn baba...
pukul 3pagi...
baba start kereta pergi tmpat kerja...
baba suka kerja...
baba da tua..
tp..
org kate baba berdarah muda...


dulu...
baba pernah tertinggal Ami kat sek0lah...
Ami meraj0k...
Ami balik rumah jalan kaki...
tp
sbenarnyer
baba tersalah teng0k jam kan?


dulu...
Amilah yg selalu telef0n baba
"bila baba nak balik?"
ayat tu selalu ami sebut bila telefon baba..


dulu...
Amilah yg terus keluar bukakan pagar bila dengar bunyi kereta...
sbb
ami tahu tu tndenye baba da balik dr K.trg...
amilah org yg pertama akan salam dgn baba...


dulu...
Baba akan bawa balik 2biji kelapa setiap minggu
sbb baba tahu
ami suke kelapa..
petang tu jugak..
baba akan ambil golok
dan tolong belahkan utk ami


dulu...
ami selalu kena marah dgn mama..
waktu tu baba kena cuci buah pinggang
jd baba cume balik hujung minggu.
ami selalu tunggu baba balik...
kalau baba balik...
mesti mama tak marah ami...
waktu tu..
baba sakit buah pinggang dan jantung..
sebab tu...
ami nak jadi pakar jantung...
boleh rawat baba..
takde la baba tinggal ami lame2


dulu...
setiap pagi sblum pergi sekolah..
ami mesti salam dgn baba
peluk dan cium kadang-kadang..
ami ingat lagi..
baba tinggi..
mach0...
kulit gelap sikit...
tapi badan baba tegap walaupun dah tua..
org lain semua ingat baba tu datuk ami..
tp
ami dgn bangge cakap
"Baba tu ayah ami la!"


tapi tu semua dulu...


pagi hari sabtu tu...
baba nk pg K.trg..
cuci buah pinggang..
biasenye ami akan salam, peluk dan cium baba...
tapi..
hari tu ami tertid0...
bile ami bangun..
ami trus kluar rumah
tp..
ami tg0p kereta baba kat pintu pagar..
ami trus lari..
tp...
kereta baba dah berlalu pergi..
ami tak sempat lambai pun kat baba...
ami sedih..
tp..
ami ingat takpe
sbb nnti mesti baba balik...
boleh peluk baba...


tapi...
tengah hari tu..
mama dapat panggilan..
mama kate baba sakit tenat...
kte0rg bergegas naik kereta..
nk pergi kat baba..
tp..
dalam perjalann...
mama dapat panggilan lagi...
mama nampak betul2 sedih...
mama kate
"Baba dah takde..."
ami dengar 
dan 
ami faham maksud mama
yg baba dah tinggalkan ami
tapi..
ami tak dapat terima..
ami tak menangis..
sbb ami masih berharap...
yg maksud mama tu
macam baba tiba2 hilang dr ambulans..
maknenye
masih ada waktu untuk jumpe baba..


tapi..
sampai di hospital Dungun..
ami pergi dkat ambulans yg bawa baba
ami tg0p baba dah terbujur kaku..
betullah..
baba dah tinggalkan ami...
dan
cume ami sorang yg tk dapat salam, peluk dan cium baba..
cume ami s0rang...




sekarang...
baba tg0p lah
anak dara baba dah besar...
anak dara baba dah sampai rusia...


sekarang
dah 7tahun baba tinggalkan ami..
tapi...
ami still ingat kat baba...
ami still rindu kat baba...

kalau menangisi si mati... si mati akan terseksa...
tapi... kalau menangis sbb rindu.. salah ke?